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Yesterday I got my first score for physic 
Believe or not. Don’t ask me about this. I got a bad score.. it is 35…
If you say I’m not studying, you are wrong. I was making 3 sheet of mind map.. and read that paper more than 3 times.
I feel I can do my exam by myself without cheating. I believe myself if I can have a good score up to 78. But, the result was bad.
My friend who got 57 and 76 was said “what score it is. I hate physic” and “what? 76? It is really bad”
Hey guys you don’t know my score, right?
Be grateful guys, look to your friend who got worse score than you.
I’m crying that time, I can’t stop my tears. And my friends ask me “what's the matter with you?” “why?” “stop crying and tell us. what's the matter with you?”
I just can said “shut up, don’t ask me anything. If you ask to me, I can’t stop crying. Ok?”
my friend was said, "It's ok. you are not cheating. my score is better than you, but i was cheating. we have the other day. we have the other exam"
thanks. I'm crying, but it is not because cheating or the other exam. but about myself who can't do the exam better. I disappointed to myself. why i can't?.
on the next day, my friend said, “why are you crying yesterday? Because of Physics? For what? Bad score? Is that really important for you? Be grateful please”
And I said “because you doesn’t know how that feel”
My friend was said “yes, I know . that doesn’t matter”
I said “doesn't matter for you, not for me. do you know my score?”
My friend was said “yes I know.35 ,right?”
I said “yes, that is the worse score ever I have”
You can said that, because your score is better than me, but remember, you are cheating and I’m not. How can you proud of yourself by cheating?
And after school I met my friend, and I ask to her.
Which one : got a good score from cheating or got a bad score from honest?
Her answer is got a good score from cheating. I’m shocked. So, after 12 years of learning, you just looking for score. How about the knowledge?
Score or knowledge? Her answer is score, she think score is more important than knowledge.
Thank you my friends, you make me understand now. I believe to myself. This is my life, not yours. Whatever I do, you have no right to complain.


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